Wip?

Written for a guy that I'm completely in love with, even though I shouldn't be.
For once, it's not on dA yet. Anywho. It's not my best, but my friend liked it and I'm thinking about showing it to him. I dunno tho.


What is this…thing?
A fling?
The real thing?
A fake?
A mistake?
I can’t tell with you.

One day-
Happy.
The next,
Completely sappy
And the third?
Absolutely crappy.

I don’t know what to say,
You mean the world to me,
But I don’t know if I can keep up.

You’re perfectly amazing
Ten times what I could ever be,
So why choose me?
I’ll drag you around,
Through dust,
Dirt,
Mud,
Friendship sludge,
Emotional grudge,
Stupid issues you really won’t care about…

So why wait it out?
I’m so insecure,
That I had to write it out.
How stupid is that?
Proof that you are more than I could ever be.

Fuck,
I sure do love you baby
Disgustingly sentimental and
Sloppily sappy,
But what can I say,
I’m full of crazy disarray.